... that's the diagnoses.

I've been transferred to a specialist unit that can really help me get my life back on track. I'm allowed home at weekends which is positive although it doesn't give me much time to work on *LxLight or go through the huge list of messages that have built up over the last 5 weeks I've been in hospital. I much rather spend the weekends with Elliot and enjoy the time I have with him.

I will get better, I have some really good friends that believe in me. Thank you xxx

I'd like to thank all my watchers and everyone who left kind and supportive comments. I'd like to welcome those who have recently started watching me and if only there was a button to automatically thank everyone who faved so I'll say it now: thanks too for the 's .

At the moment I'm going through a rather hard period in my life but I will get back on top of things. I guess the last few months have been a struggle and I collapsed under the strain of life. I just need time to get better. For those wondering Elliot(my son) is fine my mum has been giving me so much support: thanks mum!

Special thanks to =dazza1008 for helping out with *LxLight in my abscence, ~Kazutaka-kun for keeping up the submissions and all other memembers of *LxLight that have been working hard to keep the club running. Thank you for the club's subscription too *beanielova, it's very much appreciated.

A big hug to for your support. And for coming to visit me in hospital

And Happy Halloween and Happy Birthday